#foreveralone.

#20th, perfect two.

2012-01-28T20:17:00.000-08:00

Finallyyyyy went out with this siao zhar bor yesterday!

Epic moments the moment we met till we got home! Met my grandma first, she pei me. <3

Den meet Eve at Bugis, she didn't know where is the mac, den my grandma say " Ask Eve don't tell anyone she's a Singaporean." HAHAHA.

Okay so after that walked, she bought her envelope clutch. I bought nth. :b

Den when scape, bought a peace sign bracelet, and a batman badge :D

Den laughed so much. ^^ After that trained to j8, laughed so much cos something fucking funny happened, even a couple behind us also laughed at us xD Den after that mum called so we go find her for awhile. Den when to watch ' we not naughty'! EPIC LIKE HELL.

Before show start, laugh, during show, laugh, after show, laugh. WLAO EH. LAUGH UNTIL STOMACH PAIN SIA.

The show was rly awesome! Laughed and cried hard. [:
Hmmm, den the show ended at 12am plus, ate at mac and den cab homed.
Love her so much! ^^

; retardedgal98.

#19th, I officially miss camp.

2012-01-28T19:57:00.000-08:00

ME AND INSTRUCTOR MERVIN. <3

Okay so basically, camp turns out to be A W E S O M E!

I rly had alot of fun, although I cried alot... But yeah, the cheers, campfires, kayaking, rafting, rock climbing, hell awesome pls!!!

I super love the makan cheer, so each time before we eat we have to say the cheer. ^^

Den the campfire cheer, omgggggggggggg. And my group name was Alpha <3 <3

O'yeah, one thing i H A T E about camp, the toilet! Everytime got insects, den when shower time, totally #majorturnoffuntilcannotturnon. All the fuckers there bathe so slow, end up I must bathe in the open area, den ask my friend to use towel help me cover. LOL. And in the dorm, when we sleeping uh... the lizard sound always can hear, but dk where the fuck it is!! :@ And the aeroplane sounds, every 5 min got aeroplane pass by!

Cause we're just beside changi airport. .___.

Hmmmm... afterall, I didn't regretted going camp uh. When I cried, Mr Teo cheered me up, heheh he rawks lah seriously! Glad that he's my P.E teacher. <3 Den Mr Rumi and Mr Chan cheered me up too. [':

Miss camp to the maximum la sial! Instructor Mervin and Saffy was awesome. Other instructors there all damnnnnn joke! woots.

; retardedgal98.

#18th, EveTangHuiYu.

2012-01-15T00:32:00.000-08:00

Hehehz, k. This post is gna be dedicated to my dearest, bestest, closest friend, EveXiaoXiao!

Friends with her since p3 <3 No matter how many times we quarrelled/argued, we'll still be back to close friends. Hell'yeah, she's always making me laugh, never failed to cheer me up. I trust her, and tell her every single thing that's troubling me.

I rly miss the times during p5, same class as her, her index number is 2, mine is 3, always take bus 59 together, go rly hyper and crazy in the bus, after that say bye to each other at bishan mrt, and then meeting her in school the next day again. Such happy memories... [':

Although now we're not in the same school, our friendship is still so tight. I'm so glad we nv drifted apart! Yes, i know now you're more close to Amanda all that, and I'm closer to Jamie, but in my heart, you're still my first piority. ^^ I'm sorry for always pangsey-ing/nv go out with you that often! But idk why each time we go out, we'd talk non-stop. WE'RE JUST SO CRAZY TGT. ✌✌

Thanks for always being there for me k! I luv you so very very much! xoxoxoxoxoxo!

I'm really glad you appear in my life, friends like you are hard to find!

Hope nth tear us apart again k!

Once again, I luvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvv you! <3 <3 <3

xx, GraciaYourBestFriend. :B

heheheheheh kk byeee! To infinity and beyond with you!

#17th, camp.

2012-01-15T00:10:00.000-08:00

Camp tmr T.T
I. HATE. CAMPS. K.
I'll get homesick, den i cry, den my friends has to pacify me. :B feel like a xmm!
Hope me and Jamie can sleep in the same dorm, AND WE'RE GNA PARTY ALL NIGHT. And prevent me from crying too xD
Praying rly hard that the camp's gona turn out to be awesome.

So apprently, his angry at me. /: O'WELL!
Wish me luck for tmr. ^^
kbyeeeeeeee! Will be updating 3 days later! No phone, no itouch, can die!

;retardedgal98.

#16th, neglected.

2012-01-11T08:03:00.000-08:00

Sup, school was normal today, didnt rly felt well.

Idk why, but I felt that you're neglecting me. Usually, we'll recess be together, after school hang out together, kb mac, my house, hub and stuffs! Now? Recess I go and find you, I over there like one dog, you totally ignored me. I walked away, you don't even give a flying fuckzxc. Talk to you, answer me only in 1-2 words, den walk off and find other friends. Not that im stopping you to find them, is just that, if I rly matter to you alot, as a ' wife ', you wouldn't treat me that way yknow.
Like srsly...
If you don't like me, if you don't want me to matter to you anymore, tell me. I'll back off.
Because if ignorance continues, it fucking would not solve the fucking problem. Swear.
K i understand that now someone important to you, [ more important den me ] has come into your life, you like him alot and stuffs, I don't rly mind. But why must you neglect me? I treat you as my first pirority den now you eh? Donn take over alr huh? K lo! Take over lo, what can I do? N O T H I N G what! So yeah, if you don't like me, tell me.
k bye.
; retardedgal98.

#15th, meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it.

2012-01-10T07:04:00.000-08:00

7-9th January ;
Normal hell of school days. TOTALLY CRAPS.
Phs sucks big time, swear!

10th January ;
It's his birthday today!
heez, happy birthday luv! ♥

Stay cute xD

k so apprently, today got some problems with some express kiddos, they even wna slap my friend. ha ha ha ha ha ha ha, BIGGEST JOKE EVER.

Fuck'yeah, chapel tomorrow! Happygurlzxc_98! k bye!

; retardedgal98.

#14th, T.G.I.F.

2012-01-06T11:18:00.000-08:00

Apparently, today is the first Friday of 2012. *claps*
This whole week of school, either catch socks/ear/, if not jiu shi never do homework. Gosh, it's only 5 days of school. I think I'm predicting that the life of sec 2 won't turn out that well as I expected...
10 more days to camp, 16th-18th, KILL ME NOW. I swear, I FUCKING H A T E CAMPS.
The insects, the environment, the high elements, basically is'bout everything that I hated about it! ohmygod, but I had no choice, my mum told me to give it a try. So I will! JIAYOU GRACIA! ^^

7 MONTHSARY.
O'yeah, today is me and FeliciaLeeWeiWen, 7 monthsary!
I luv her, the best phs senior! We're bubbles and buttercup. She nv fail to make me laugh.
Although her closest friend is not me, but we still uv each other k! xoxoxo, ♥
K shall stop here, meeting my dad tmr to get new school shoes and specs! [y]
P.s. My laptop's keyboard, the bracket fucking spoiled. So yeah.... kbye.

; retardedgal98.

#13th, lazy la fuck.

2012-01-05T05:19:00.001-08:00

OKAY I'M FUCKING LAZY AND NO TIME TO BLOGGED, SO WHEN I'M RLY FREE, I'LL BLOG BOUT IT K!

SO SCHOOL WAS HELL, IDK WHY THEY LIKE TO CATCH HERE CATCH THERE BUT IDRGAF. SO YEAH KBYE!

; retardedgal98.

#12th, 2012, pls be nice.

2012-01-01T02:41:00.000-08:00

So... 2011 was totally fucked up. Heartbreaks, friendship problems, well, just simply FUCKED UP.
So it's 01/01/2012, HAPPY NEW YEAR, to everyone! Much luv.
Happy new year to my dearest, Eve. ♥
Thanks for everything ya. Will dedicate a post to you soon.
2012, I trust that you can do better. Heez, kbye! x

; retardedgal98.

#11th, Resorts world xoxo

2011-12-31T10:35:00.000-08:00

Okay, so when to resort world to stay with my Godma family, my cousin, my godma's nephew and niece. Had a fucking awesome time with them! On the first day when we checked in, which is on the 29th, we went to Hard Rock Hotel to swim. ♥.♥ FUCKING FUN, S W E A R. After that, ate, went back hotel and rest.

Next day, 30th ;
when Hard Rock Cafe for lunch, den off to the hotel that we're staying, the swimming pool. O'yes, I'm staying at Festive Hotel. [: Well, I prefered this pool, although the previous had sand and stuffs, this is better to swim thou! I think I got darker :3 kkk den bathed, ate, and... Apparently, I forgotten. Bleh.

31st ;
Woke up early, Godma called to book tix to USS, was excited like some fuck, den end up she quarrelled badly with her husband, so we didnt go. ]:
Forgotten what we did this time... *fast forward to night time*
Okay, so ard 9plus? my godma & her husband okay alr, so... WE'RE FUCKING GOING THERE TO COUNTOWNNNNNNN! THE RIDES ARE ALL OPENED TILL 12AM, SO OBVIOUSLY I RODE THE MUMMY AND BATTLESTAR THINGY ROLLERCOASTER, TRANSFORMER RIDE, MADAGASCAR BOAT RIDE. ^^ Very little rides cause there's tons of people there, buey tahan! Okay so around 11:54, hundreds and thousands of people crowded around there to wait. And den it was like, 10 9 8 7 6 5 4 3 2 1, HAPPY NEW YEARRRRRRR! Took video of the fireworks!

Last pic of me in 2011. [:
So yeah, bought some stuffs, and back to hotel. The next day we checked out, and ard evening went to Katong to eat with my aunt and many ppl! Fetched me back to Tamp to meet my mum, and finally, home sweet home ^^
Best countdown ever, luvluv.

; retardedgal98.

#10, dedicated to my wife, LourdesTanXinHwee.

2011-12-28T14:26:00.000-08:00

Hey luv, I know you just fallen out of love, so this post is dedicated to you.

Okay so..

I know, it's rly rly hard to let go of him, bcos of all the memories. Every single fucking thing you do might remind you of him, as he had given you sooo much memories. But staying strong is what I need you to do rn! Yes, it hurts alot that he just dumped you like that, this same goes to me and that jerk 4 months ago too. So I know exactly how you feel. Loss of appetite, dw to emo also emo. So cry, cry all y'want, if can, go to the beach or somewhere to scream out loud! LET YOUR HEARTS OUT, WIFE!

I know it's never easy, but T R Y. Never ever let this guy ruin your teenage year k! What I'm requesting now is for you to MOVE ON. It's rly heartbreaking to see you so sad y'know. ): I wish I can just go to your house rn to visit you.

Number 1, Delete ALL of his texts! Number 2, don't look at anything that reminds you of him, especially the pictures. Number 3, no tears allowed anymore. TRY YA! I know I've no rights to comment thou'... And if he w'na find taiji with you and wait for you at your house downstairs, let him! BECAUSE THIS PROVE THAT HE HAS NO FUCKING BALLS! Last but not least, always rmb I'll always be by your side no matter what shit happens all right! Although we had somehow drifted apart, hehz. I seriously hope you'll have the motivation to stay stong! <3

ALL DA BEST! I'll luv you, forever and always! xoxo. <3 <3 <3

; retardedgal98.

#9th, take a bite of my heart tonight.

2011-12-28T14:08:00.000-08:00

#nowplaying - Animals.

I liked this best.

Heck'yeah, cousin's at my place. xD Played webcam. LOL SHE FUCKING EPIC.
So tmr she's going home le. ): gossiping with Jamie on 'Line', joke of the year, swear!
School's starting in like... 4 days? bloody fast... Have to cherish the time left! Hope 31st mum allow me countdown. *prays*
Shall end here. xx

GOING TOWN WITH MY LUV TOMORROW, EVE! <3
Hopefully can hunt for new wallet and maybe... new baggu? heez. Kbye!

; Retardedgal98.

#8th, much luv this few days.

2011-12-27T12:54:00.000-08:00

24-25/12/11, best day ever.

MERRY XMAS EVERYONE!!

Grandma and sis so happy ^^

PLANKER! xD

Godma's son, Jovan. Cutieboy <:

HEHEHEZ.

Happy bro! :D

Cousin's house so nice. ):

And finally... Group shot!! So blessed to have them as my family :')

Hehz, look at the boy with the black shirt, HAWT RIGHT!?!? ohmyfuck, damnnnnnn hawt. *melts* His just my aunt's friend. His name is Jordan xD My future boyf has to look like him!! :B heheheh, and this x'mas is the best one ever! The turkeys, pizza, beer, log cake, yumz! xx.

25th-28th/12/11.
I'm finally back! hehz, this few days has been staying over at my cousin's place!
On the 25th, me, my aunt, and kaylar -which is my cousin-, and Lanetar, bought Koi and train-ed to Changi City Point, had lunch at food court, den when to ' pay less shoe source ' to buy my shoes! Had a hard time choosing, end up Lanetar and my aunt told me to get both, each pair of shoes they pay. So they bought me 2 gladiators! Luv you guys so much! <3 :')
Den after that train-ed back to tampines1, shopped for my clothes, but sad case don't have any that I like! Today go out like the purpose for me one lor xD hehehez. Den aunt bought some bread, den outside got some pushcarts, saw a very nice long sleeve top! Even Lanetar and my aunt says it's nice ^^ So... dUHH WE BOUGHT IT! But bcos this cheena lady sibei attitude, so my aunt and Lanetar did something! We gave her another red top, and paid $15, den another long sleeve top that I liked, WE TOOK IT. FOR FREE. xP HEHEHE TO TEACH THAT CHEENA LAdY A LESSON! :B So i got a top for freeeeee! ^^ Thanks to them rly, luv them so much! Much luv! Thanks alot for today. xx

26th.
Hmmm.. Woke up ard 1plus, dad texted me, bcos he took leave from his work to find me! :D happygirl_98 <3 So he came Tampines to fetch me, headed to Nex, his dog went grooming and cut botak! Damn cute the dog! HAHA. Den his girlf came, when to eat Nasi Lemak, bought tickets for Mission Impossible : Ghost Protocol. 8:30pm. We had LOTS of time bcos it was only 3-4plus when we bought the tix. After that I told him I wna buy new school shoes, walked and saw a Kappa shoes, not bad! But I told him I want Everlast's shoe. So on the 2nd Jan, he'll take leave again to buy my shoes! hehe, feel like getting new bag too thou... BUT NVM! Den after that sent his girlf back to sengkang, den when Hougang mall awhile cos nth to do :B Den walkwalk ard, saw the camera shop, & HE FUCKING TOL ME HE HAS CANON EOS 500D!!!! O: And he said nxt time he'll bring the camera out so I can take pictures with him! :D YAY! Den bought fries and drink, slacked at mac awhile, laughed, den headed back to Nex. Tried searching for a wallet, but failed ): So when arcade, den bought popcorn and drink and movie time! AWESOME MOVIE! *Thumbs up*
After movie when w;na go in the lift suddenly got the fire alarm sound, I panic sia LOL den took stairs from 4th floor alltheway down to B1! Tired max. Got into the lorry only my whole leg itchy like fuck! Dad gave me cream to apply, den he keep laughing at me! Cos i so serious in scratchin xD He so cute ley! Den he sent me bk to cousin's place. Thanks alot dad for today. Luv you much. <3 xoxo!

27th-28th.
Woke up around 12plus, fucking tired. But no choice! needa accompany Keith gorgor and Kaylar to buy their school books and uniform. Bathed so early x.x Gorgor school damn big! And he nxt year sec 5, so his books only cost less than 30 bucks. O: Den go Kaylar's school, bought her uniform, den go the kopitiam eat fish soup! Nice [: Den gorgor go Jamie's house, den when bk home, den pack my stuffs all that, den head to godma's house! Mum and siblings were there too. Played wii awhile, I slept -___- Den after that go Katong for dinner, when parkway awhile and now I'm officially back home! Kaylar's staying at my place, for a day <:

heez, nxt post will be dedicated to Lourdes Tan Xin Hwee! kbyeeeee xoxo. <3

; retardedgal98.

#7th, rant.

2011-12-23T11:52:00.000-08:00

When j8 with family to hunt for christmas present, apparently it didn't have the one that I wanted... But it's okay! ^^

Going to my cousin's house to party for christmas eve! Hope it'll be a fun one \m/

So I randomly texted Jamie, being sweet and stuffs, but end up #epicfail :B

I texted ' I'll be telling you sweet stuffs every single fucking minute and you'll get diabetes, ' and she said : i never eat sweet things how to get diabetes!? ' LOL.

Oh and, RahmatHidayat, for the fucking 5th time, you w'na follow me on twitter again. And yes, I said before I don't give a fucking fuck bout you, but you keep unfollowing, den follow, unfollow den follow, unfollow, and now follow again. KAU BODOH PE! -.-

HA HA, and PerlynTheAhlianWannaBezxc texted me ' eh why nv reply uh. Hum uh. ' Den she put on twitter : LOL from 18th dec until now, bo reply me. I tot your friends all very ahlian want?' Like srsly lah ahlianzxc, me and you the problem only you come and drag my friends in for? Still say they ahlian. Priest lah, your georgian isn't it worst? For no reason tell me whack her -____- Only AHLIAN says that kay. Piangeh!

Okay, shall end my post here. G'na watch show ^^ Kbye!

; retardedgal98.

#6th, late night chats.

2011-12-22T13:56:00.000-08:00

5:40am, once again webcaming with bubbles. ha ha, she ordered mac again!

And her hamsters gave birth, CONGRATS!! ^^

So, today's a stay home day, nth much. pfft, boring day.

2 more days to christmas, 10 more days to school re-open, to be sad or happy? Gosh.

Oh'ya, and my dad's girlf bought me a book called : Being a happy teen.' THANKS!

And I'm a happygirl98 for getting my laptop back, thanks dad! luv you. <3

When my dad met me yesterday at my house downstairs, he decided to tell me the truth 'bout why he and my mum divorced. Not g'na state here, w'na know? Ask me (:

I fucking teared when I found out the truth, I swear, it was fucking shocking. My dad told me to endure for another 1-2 years, and I'll move in with him, I agreed like obviously. Since I'm his only daughter, while mum has another 2 of my younger siblings to take care, I don't mind actually. I didnt know such'a thing happened when i was 6 years old, fucking traumatized by it. Tbh, I still cant accept the real fact that why they divorced... But it's okay, life still goes on, isn't it? (':

Dad, " Whatever bad things you w'na do, think of me. Remember I'll be sad when you do bad things, and when you're happy, I'll always be happier. "

I'm sucha lucky girl to have him as my dad, y'know.

Allrights, shall end here. kbye.

; retardedgal98.

#5th, webcam with luv.

2011-12-22T04:05:00.001-08:00

Created a new blog cause, the reason will be stated later! ^^
So... its 6:50am, ooVoo-ing with the crazy girl ever, FELICIA LEE WEI WEN! <3

She keeps on w'na be a boy! But she kinda looks like one somehow! In the last picture, hehez.

We keep laughing sia! HAHA. Luvher. <3

So yeah, when USS yesterday! Will upload the pics tmr! G'na off the laptop soon alr. (:

Okay so apprently, idk how the fuuccccckkkkkkkkkkkkkkk did the cockface Amelia found my blog, stalker #1 alr lah she! pro! FUCKING PISSED. Like, she found out bout it herself nvm lah, still must go tell other people meh? Don't be a bitch leyy pls. -.-

Obviously my blog only mentioned your cb name right, got mention until Stephanie anot? YOU LIKE TO SPREAD THINGS RIGHT? K LOR! WHEN GRADUATE I CONFIRM GIVE YOU ONE TIGHT SLAP ONE. no no no, maybe 5 will be better! This type of lanjiao people like you deserve more slaps. K lah, enough of ranting. pfft.

Like srsly lah, keep it to yourself very hard meh? Got complain to your dear baby piggy boyf anot? have anot? Confirm have want lah! you this type, if wont i laugh! KEEP IT TO YOURSELF LA TOLONG YOU LAH. -_____- IDK WHY I'LL MEET THIS TYPE OF CB PEOPLE LIKE YOU SIA! -'- FUCK OFF SUA LA HOR.

; retardedgal98.

#4.

2011-12-22T04:01:00.001-08:00

03 December, 2011.

Wazzzuuupppppp people!
Blogging through iPad, it's 6:51AM... AND IM STILL AWAKE.
Body clock is rly screwed. No rly. ):
Sooooooo, MY PHONE OFFICIALLY SPOILED, so I'm using a old phone of mine last time, w595.
Not bad though, but prepaid's finishingggggg!,
AND I GOT A JUSTIN BIEBER HOODIEEEEEEEEE. <3 :* show you guys in the next post!
Bye xx

G'na try to sleep now. :B

#3, Belieber & Directioner.

2011-12-22T04:00:00.001-08:00

As you can see, I LOVE JUSTIN DREW BIEBERRRRRR. <3

The most handsome boy I ever know!

Gosh... * meltsssss*!

AND OF COURSE, 1DIRECTIONNNNNNNNNN. <3

THEY ARE CUTE RIGHT? IKNOW. ;)

heheheheheh. :B IM A HUGE FAN OF THEM OKAY!

Yeah, okay, BYE. xxx

; Retardedgal98.

#2, helix.

2011-12-22T03:59:00.002-08:00

Okay, so... I PIERCED HELIX!

U JELLY?

Okayokay, so... I LOVE THE HOLIDAYS. Everyday lappy, shiok or shiok? :B

And me and bubbles msn everyday, LIKE ONE SZB SIA! (y)

I kinda miss school though. :x

k, shall stop here. BYE!

; retardedgal98.

#1, Last day of sec 1 life.

2011-12-22T03:59:00.000-08:00

OCTOBER 28TH 2011.

Hiii! Updating mua blog after soooo long! Okay, ytd was the last day of school. ):
And i fucking woke up late. Missed the assembly thingy! fuck. Reached school at 9am. HAHA. But well, enjoyed my last day of sec 1 life! (y) Played ABCD game with Krystal, Rose, Christie, Eindra, Jeremy, LiJiang, WenKang, KaiHeng, Royston, Thanakiat, Choon Hup! :D Gosh, i just love 1Blessing! <3 H And hope my class get more and more bonded each year. (':

(Created a new blog, that's why!)

; To infinity and beyond, bitch.